Stop now there's no point.

It's funny how the world works, it really is.

It's even funnier how so many emotions and grudges can be hidden for so long.

I never thought it would be you to let me down, on top of all people.
I mean, we did promise to be there for each other to everything,
and through everything.

What you said today really broke my heart,
not only did you seriously hurt my feelings in an irreversible manner,
but you really did get in there and just finish the job,
of making me feel lower than dirt.

If there was one thing that I had done all this time that we haven't talked for
so damn long, was give you time and always be there for you
when you needed to let your feelings out and talk.

What do i get in return?

Well, first off I'm not even remembered half of the time,
and now this.

I get to be told that I wouldn't know anything about that.


You know what?

Yeah, you're right, I really don't know anything about it,
but what I do know is that I always there for you when you needed me,
there since the beginning and until the end, just like I had promised,
not only because we were family, but because you were like the brother that I
never had.

It's horrible feeling the way I had felt all of today,
but kicking me while I was down, really made me feel
long forgotten, like a neglected animal out in the rain,
with nothing better to do than just sit there and wait for it
to be over, because there was no where to avoid it.

Yeah, maybe part of it was my fault for letting you act this way towards me
all this time, because i kept telling myself that we would be close again all over again,
and that everything would go back to normal.

But now, I'm long done waiting for these things to change,
I understand that life keeps happening and that people change.

I just honestly wish I would have known earlier.