Stop now there's no point.

It's funny how the world works, it really is.

It's even funnier how so many emotions and grudges can be hidden for so long.

I never thought it would be you to let me down, on top of all people.
I mean, we did promise to be there for each other to everything,
and through everything.

What you said today really broke my heart,
not only did you seriously hurt my feelings in an irreversible manner,
but you really did get in there and just finish the job,
of making me feel lower than dirt.

If there was one thing that I had done all this time that we haven't talked for
so damn long, was give you time and always be there for you
when you needed to let your feelings out and talk.

What do i get in return?

Well, first off I'm not even remembered half of the time,
and now this.

I get to be told that I wouldn't know anything about that.


You know what?

Yeah, you're right, I really don't know anything about it,
but what I do know is that I always there for you when you needed me,
there since the beginning and until the end, just like I had promised,
not only because we were family, but because you were like the brother that I
never had.

It's horrible feeling the way I had felt all of today,
but kicking me while I was down, really made me feel
long forgotten, like a neglected animal out in the rain,
with nothing better to do than just sit there and wait for it
to be over, because there was no where to avoid it.

Yeah, maybe part of it was my fault for letting you act this way towards me
all this time, because i kept telling myself that we would be close again all over again,
and that everything would go back to normal.

But now, I'm long done waiting for these things to change,
I understand that life keeps happening and that people change.

I just honestly wish I would have known earlier.

Change

things are changing.

peopleee are changing.

this is not how it used to be.

some for the better, some for the worst,

but it seems everyone is slowly

maneuvering their own way.

where do i stand in this?

i'm not quite sure.

i'm proud for coming this far, and doing what i have

but sometimes..well sometimes

it gets hard you know?

it seems that life just used to be predictable,

telling right from wrong used to be so easy.

It's just not working that way anymore.

mmm, i mean sometimes i knoww

that i was prepared well enough to handle this,

but then when it gets to the point,

i really don't know anymore.

Honestly, i care enough to admit

that it does bother me, but i'm so clueless

that i don't know how to act about it.

i wish to say, things will get better,

but i'm not so sure anymore.

all i have on my side right now

is time.

why is it that

It seems that certain people think that success includes bring down

others in order to put yourself on top?

Is it that I personally not raised that way, that it seems

bad?

Or is it just me?

:/

Well, whatever it is,

it's not niceeee.

Not that it happened to me or anything..

well i mean it has happened haha

but still it seems that it's more common now 

than it used to be

and that makes me think,

and makes me decide that the world gets a tad

bit more corrupt each day.

hmmmm.

going to finalize my biblio for De Leon now

talk about a good morning:)

so today i woke up screaming about my dream.

it consisted of justin long asking me to dinner on sunday
and sending me flowers.

i have nooo idea what caused that dream or anything it just made me laugh
so much when i realized

IT WAS NOT REAL.
:(


ha ha ha.


anywho, then i also discovered that i did post
my comment for de leon:)
i'm so happy.


plus, my idea for the artwork is valid
yayyyy! i'm excited like there's no tomorrow.

i hope today can be a great day because it is
starting like oneee.

sooo, let's go up from here
(i meant this point)
-Daniela

Taylor Daniel Lautner.

Sharkboy. Cheaper by the Dozen 2. Twilight


gotta love him eh?

i know i do:) ha ha

I'm not sure.

If i posted my comment in De Leon's blog and it's making me go mad. Blah, I mean it was a good response for crying out loud :o Well I guess i have to wait until he logs in and posts all of the responses to see if mine's in there. In the mean time, I will continue to work on Merson's projectooo and watch the news. 

byyeeee:)